Blog 14

I have not had an iced vanilla latte in weeks. I am starting to think that I need them to thrive and blossom as a person. Coffee from home is alright when you have nothing else to drink, but knowing that there is a starbucks AND a dunkin donuts less than five minutes away from me is truly the most tempting thing. I’m glad my USbank app only tells me how much money I have spent at ‘restaurants’ each month. If it specified how much money I had spent on coffee alone, you might be able to classify it as me having a serious issue. All I know is that if I had every dollar that I have ever spent on coffee and I saved it instead, I would be way better off than I am now with my $127.98. Since the whole quarantine thing got really serious, I have not been scheduled at work. They are only scheduling the full time workers, which I totally respect and understand. It just makes it a lot harder to online shop when you have no source of income currently. I’m really trying not to spend my money because I know that if I do spend it all online, once the lockdown lifts in St. Louis, I will want to go out to eat with friends and go shopping. I can’t do any of that without any money. Who knows? Maybe they’ll end up scheduling me at work next week.